how can I describe it?
I guess... it was indescribable.
if you want the truth from me, it wasn't "the best experience of my life", "the most exciting thing I've been through" or even "the scariest thing ever". It was... something you go through, and if you could you'd like to repair it, but if you can't, it's okay.
I was planning to write the experience in book-mode, but I really couldn't find where to start. I could end it with a epilogue, but I couldn't find an prologue. hmm. maybe I will. stay tuned. there'll be about 3 to 4 chapters.