have any one of you read "Liberty Belle" series by Amber Deckers? I've only read the first one, "I Love You, Goodbye" and the only reason I did was because the cover was pretty and Decker's "Ella Mental" series was one of my favourites when I was younger. but I've grown up to find better series than that. still, I was intrigued to know what type of book Decker had written this time.
yet not another one for the impatient. the starting was kinda boring, and I think I was pissing Thivyaa off cuz I read the book too slow. and I finished it on Saturday. =__= Leave it to me to finish a book at the beginning of holidays.
anyways, the book's about this girl who started getting "Thinking Thoughts" after her parent's divorce and her loneliness began. so the first time I read that, I was like, whoa, I can totally relate, I have Mind Blogging. but recently I've developed my own Talking Thoughts. or they've been there all the time, I dunno. I guess I've always called them conscious but maybe conscious isn't supposed to actually talk?
like lunch the other day, I just woke up from a nice nap. you know how people are after naps. and when mom finished and I haven't, she started giving me instructions.
mom: Na, lepas ni basuh pinggan tau?
my talking thoughts (MTT) : I would've done so without you asking me to.
mom : ni nasi ngan mi smalam pun buang gak...
MTT: HMM YELAH YELAHH
mom : lepas tu angkat baju.
MTT : JUST SHUT THE FFFF UP
mom : Na??
me : ye mak...
it's like, I'll never actually say such things to my mom, but cuz I was in such mood, and was eating (at least trying to), and I hate getting instructions from mom, my mind just erupts.
and lately my Talking Thoughts have been having a very English slang. maybe cuz I've watch too much Britain's Next Top Model.
me (doing maths homework) : hmm.. area of a circle equals to..
MTT : pai sqwearr ar tew..
me : O.O ??? what am I hearing? am I turning Brit?
and mind you, while typing all this my mind is saying it all out loud in a very Brit slang.
Stop with the Brit slang. And be nicer to mom. Thanks.