Tuesday, November 29, 2011

win at last.

I knew they were better than FT Island! hurr. x-large for the win effect.

Y, why..
I Will Forget You
High Fly
I'm a Loner
Sarang Bit

Mind these, they're just for future use~


Sunday, November 27, 2011

pimple attack.

you have no idea how much this hurt me.


As you guys should know, recently I've been watching a lot of videos, especially CNBLUE videos, because well I'm a BOICE. And the more I watch, the more love I have for CNBLUE, sincerely. They don't have charms like SHINee, They're not excessively pouring out hotness like 2PM and they don't have the dance moves of U-KISS. They're just average guys, good guys, good-looking guys (;DD a must~) who love music and showing their love to the world.
Erk enough with the BOICE talk haha.

So recently I watch episode 20-22 of We Got Married - Goguma Couple (YonghwaXSeohyun) and they were cooking in CNBLUE's dorm (I almost died when I saw their dorm - SO NEAT! AND I REALLY DID DIE WHEN I SAW JONGHYUN'S ROOM.) and Seohyun accidentally cut her finger. Everyone was fussing over it. Both Minhyuk and Jonghyun went to take their first aid kit (it was so funny). Jungshin offered cutting the veggies for Seohyun, Jonghyun was getting ready the antiseptic (??? i don't know I'm not good at these stuff... thank God Jonghyun is) and Yonghwa was washing off the blood for her (awww). Then the MC said it was like Boys Over Flowers, F4 BLUE and Hyun Jandi. sigh~

so today I accidentally ripped part of my skin on my finger while cleaning up and there was blood, but nothing serious. Then later I was washing the dishes and I exclaimed (?? cuz I can't say shout or scream, it wasn't as loud or ear-pinching) cuz my finger hurt so much! then I suddenly thought of F4 BLUE.
... T_T man I wish I was Seohyun.

Later I told my mom this and she said if I kept thinking like this my face would be filled with pimples in no time. If it does happen, I don't regret anything.

even throughout my day I imagine if Hubble actually debuted in Korea (haha, saying a daydream out loud here seems ridiculous but hey, everyone has it) and if we were invited to a variety show and they saw in our page we each had our 'Idol Man' and they invited them too and we had to talk about it, it would be so funny. then I imagined if there was a program where a fan can live with their fav idol group and I was living with CNBLUE for a week. I would get cut and no one would care and I would cry and lock myself in Jonghyun's room and sleep on his bed. I would wake up early so that I wouldn't have to go around in my towel from the shower when the boys are awake. by the time they wake up, I would be cooking breakfast, already in full outfit - including my tudung. then while they get ready I'll get my sleep. I can imagine either Yonghwa or Jonghyun has to give their bedroom to me cuz they can't let me sleep in the living room and Jungshin and Minhyuk share a room. Then when I have to leave I would cry and hug each and every one of them tightly and take pictures with them as a memory - I was the lucky BOICE who got to live with them, know them better and help them around the house for a week.

Man that was a long paragraph.
but really if you think logically, these things will never happen - my mom would never allow me become and artist, I wouldn't want to actually become an artist, none of Hubble would actually wanna become an artist. if they had a a program where you can live with your idol, they would pick someone from Korea so that it'll be easier for communication? and for the safety of their artist, they wouldn't allow a fan to live with them but a total stranger? it would make it even more interesting too. (but really, which one of us actually wants to rape our fav idols? stalk, maybe like when they're sleeping. I'm not saying me, I mean, I'm still sane but there are such crazy fanatics..)

Aigoo what am I babbling about. there's your update, Eva.


Monday, November 21, 2011

yongseo - the goguma couple.

Yonghwa and Seohyun <3

Although Yonghwa is obviously slowly falling for Seohyun, Seohyun looks like she's doing this as a job. But this show is definitely showing Yonghwa's playful side - it's easy to see how so many girls fall for him.

Seohyun's different though. She doesn't fall for guys easily. although sometimes, you can never know if what you're feeling is real or not.

Seohyun's this naive, innocent girls who loves books and was never in a relationship before.
Yonghwa's a rocker from heart, have many dating experiences and knows how to play with a girl's mind.

...should I write a fan-fic for this?


how can I live?

I love 2PM macros the most.

I bet you didn't know it was the Biebster until the last box.

Seungyeol is SOO cute <3

Everyone likes Kwangmin better =3=

I also love Eva's metaphores <3

I was disappointed with the amount of CNBLUE macros there were, but I guess I should take it as a compliment. 


Sunday, November 20, 2011

I've been writing... you interested?

This one is a fan-fiction, a cross-over between K-POP and anime.


“So, are you gonna take dibs on any of the girls yet?”Sandeul asked Baro. “You know, before I fall for someone you like and get punched in the faced after school.”
Baro thought about it. Of course, the first girl that came to mind was Mio, her long black hair shining under the sunlight. Then suddenly his thought came to the girl who was always next to Mio – Ritsu. Her obnoxious laugh, showing her perfectly lined pearly teeth. Her cool and tough yet really silly acts. Why would I ever be attracted to her? Baro thought. But then, I’m still thinking about her...
“Oi,” Sandeul called out to Baro, who was already spacing out. “Don’t tell me there’re too many girls to pick from.”
“No,” Baro replied. Just two, he thought to himself.


...can you guess the two groups?



Main characters are Baro, Ritsu and Mio.

see, you might think this is so cliche. five people meets five people, immediately falls in love, they live happily ever after. really I'm trying my best not to write cliche stories. have you guys read The Black Angels? The story I wrote based on Ring Ding Dong by SHINee. my friends seem to really like it, cuz it seemed different - they think it was original, when almost all the small details were based on the MV- I just made the idea of the MV seem clearer (minus all the dancing). 

I don't want to trick my readers into thinking everything's original. so I'm trying to write something original now, but it's starting to look like another typical drama to me. (I'm talking bout the B1A4xK-On! project.)

but really I tried reading some fan-fics, while there were good ones (like the one about 2PM's Junsu and Taecyeon suddenly being left with four babies in their house - who turned out to be their group members!) there were also bad ones (like the latest one I read about SNSD and 2PM. it sucked so much I can't even bear it. the plot was predictable, the grammar was bad. the addition of Suzy from MissA and Donghae from SuJu made it more interesting, but since she made Donghae bad in the story, and I'm Donghae biased, it just made it worse for me.)

that's the fan-fic story. I'm trying not to turn it into a novel because I'm working on another novel right now - Fishing on a Cloudy Day. It's about five girls in a small fishing village in Japan who are going through adolescence and summer at the same time.

I started this novel earlier this year, but due to PMR I stopped working on it and resumed just recently. But I've been running out of ideas, since the plot is buried thick under all the studying I've been doing (dang, I should've written it down somewhere). I need to jog my memory up a bit so that I'll get the idea of what's gonna happen and how I should arrange it to let the story flow. right now, the story's a bit, tersekat. 

The truth is, I haven't been writing in it recently cuz I don't have any ideas nor the mood to write. 

God, please don't let me fail this project too.

Did you know I finished The Black Angels in two hours? I should do those more often - speed projects. novels seem a lot harder.



21st Nov - morning : passport renewing.
               - afternoon : Level 6 piano practical exam.

22nd Nov - afternoon : Sya's house, melepak

25th Nov - 2PM Hands Up Tour concert (I'm not going, sadly T___T)

29th Nov - Mnet Asian Music Awards 2011 (in S'pore~~ gonna watch live on 8TV or TVN)

3rd Dec - Mnet Concert (artists like B1A4, Super Junior, MissA, f(x) are coming. unluckily I'm not going cuz it's my father's birthday T___T sigh~ guess it's just my luck.)

26th Dec - PMR results~!!