kinda miss doing things that don't matter.
you know, doing things no one ever told me to. there's sort of a thrill to it. going out for movies, editing videos, writing, creating something that doesn't have a meaningful value. sort of something that won't give much effect with or without it's presence.
I'm not even sure what I really want right now...
the feeling of having a purpose other than what others expect your purpose to be.
getting kinda tired of waiting for feedback on my fanfic. it's sort of impossible to come... never mind. I'll just post it up. On the 31st I'm gonna have to post hiatus announcements everywhere anyway.