Right now I'm just fine lying by myself, a whole bed to myself, save my homework which I'm basically using as a pillow.
But sometimes I just feel insecure and wish someone would just hold me. I can't remember the last time I felt like this. Probably somewhere in December last year.
Still. When I lie down like this and see my Jongup wallpaper I wonder how it feels like to have someone hold and protect you. To just be there and listen to your absent minded thoughts and share his. Especially someone with broad shoulders and strong arms like my guppie but let's face it that's near impossible.
Once I asked mom, "Does it feel nice? To have someone next to you every night?"