Life's Awful Funny

peeta bread.

2012-02-11T06:39:00.000-08:00

well, first things first, road run today was good, resulting to a very bad headache and a never ending Hunger Games reading marathon. I got a red card, means I got 3 marks, which most of my friends got too so at least I got more than one this year :> Blue house got first in whole <3 proud of Blue, seriously. this will definitely fire up my spirit for senamrobik this year ;) you can see me, sort

cepat, quick, pali, hayaku.

2012-02-10T05:42:00.000-08:00

jum jum jum sjafjashKA!! firstly, Eva I listened to Shiningray, sorry to say it doesn't catch my ear T T secondly, road run tomorrow. I have no strategy, no one to run with, and utterly confused between being competitive and going as an emo girl or being the happy friends-first girl and run with Hubble. the only one in Blue with me in Hubble is Aina, and Dina hangs with us too so. I guess I

updated.

2012-02-09T00:17:00.000-08:00

Well just some random updates. #nowreading I've been trying to get to it for awhile now, ever since like last year people had been talking bout The Hunger Games Trilogy. Iman N, Dina, Xueh Wei, and Nadhrah had been fangirling on her blog a lot. I mean I already watched the freaking trailer lol. But because I don't want to be one of those 'mainstream' people who're just waiting for the movie,

didn't see it coming.

2012-02-06T21:26:00.001-08:00

lol icwudt yong.

just because I'm bored.

2012-02-05T07:49:00.000-08:00

I really need to talk to Sya right now, but she's not online, nor is her phone fixed so. asdfghjkl. I'm going crazy. Jonghyun likes the lyrics of this song. Yup call me stalker. my fav part: "My favorite food is fried chicken Oh, and also my mom’s homemade chicken with ankake sauce, But neither of them can win, neither rival you. If you were the meal, then I could have 50 helpings of donburi

tall, slim and slender.

2012-02-05T01:17:00.000-08:00

I am so crazy over these body types. In this video particularly, Kwangmin, the most left, looks the best. But Youngmin, the most right, still my bias <3 I am going gaga over Boyfriend, all of them are so cute <3 Out.

about growing up.

2012-02-03T21:48:00.000-08:00

Things I Like About Growing Up. 5. You learn to not expect things to go your way. You learn everyone has a decision on how your life will go, either directly or indirectly, no matter how much you control it. Everyone has a say, whether they know it or not. 4. You start realizing things like there are very useless people out there, that not everyone is wanted in this world or that Malaysian

time.

2012-02-02T09:57:00.000-08:00

"Give it some time. You guys will be okay." "Just give her some time. She'll forgive you." "In three days it'll be over, I bet." I'll give her all the time I can give. As long as it doesn't kill me. I just wanna be close friends with her again. I just don't want her to look at me that way again. Out.

the thing bout the year 2012.

2012-02-02T01:09:00.000-08:00

this song suits the mood I'm in right now. First of all, form 4 is definitely stressful. what with the new subjects to get used to. People keep saying if you don't concentrate now you'll suffer in form 5, which I think had been proven true. I mean, it's different from PMR, when you still have form 2 to redeem yourself, and you're already been studying the same subjects for the past three years

who would've thought.

2012-02-01T05:07:00.000-08:00

Today was the first time ever I even considered cutting myself. Stupid people can make you do stupid things. I'm not really who's really stupid person here though. Me, or her. Out.

new fb game.

2012-01-30T06:42:00.000-08:00

meet Joel, Suki and Luka. I don't know, I thought I was protesting against FB games since it's the only reason to Facebook addiction, but this one is too cute.. I have a limit of four people in one group... the next should be a guy, because I don't like the other girl choices. omg I totally forgot about my role-plays. aigoo. what am I talking about it's a school night and I didn't even do my

the FNC boys.

2012-01-29T03:44:00.000-08:00

Hubble first sleepover - 27-28 Jan 2012.

2012-01-28T05:43:00.000-08:00

shut up so yesterday at 9.30am, my mom drove me to Ika's house and I was greeted by Ika, Ain and Ili. I walked upstairs and saw Sya and we immediately started hugging and squealing like little chipmunks. we watched a little Hello Baby MBLAQ while waiting for the others, so later came Khairun, Shahira and last but not least Aina (because she just got back from Indonesia that morning). before

saddened.

2012-01-26T05:21:00.000-08:00

my number 2 & 3 biases ~they are SO cute >w< *** ...ya know, CNBLUE and FT Island are going to LA for Mnet's Concert this 9th March. ...ya know, SNSD went to New York and ever since then they never came to smaller Asian countries for their own tour/concert. ...ya know, CNBLUE's gonna perform in Taiwan in February. ...ya know, I've lost hope for CNBLUE to perform in Malaysia. Out. P.S, I

irony / dreams / influenced / warriors.

2012-01-25T20:32:00.000-08:00

warning : long post. irony. My blog title is 'Life's Awful Funny'. that's not really negative nor positive, it's just an opinion that things happen without us expecting and we should just keep thinking happy thoughts so that it won't get to us. The Japanese writing says 'nani shiyouka' which I took off Kagamine Rin's 'I Like You, I Love You', which means 'what's the point?' yes that's what I

simple.

2012-01-25T07:24:00.001-08:00

Jonghyun never held hands or gave flowers to his girlfriends?? Lee JongHyun When I was young, I heard if you clasp hands, you break up easily. So I never clasp hands (with my girlfriend). — His sister doesn’t like the flowers that she received from her boyfriend, so he decided to never give flowers to his girlfriend. this man so simple minded.

tumblr talk.

2012-01-24T19:12:00.000-08:00

1. Exceeded daily post limit. HOW IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE. oh hay Jonghyun looking hot as usual I had never exceeded a post limit before T_T what's the post limit anyway? 500? I've posted hundreds in a 24-hour-time-phrase but I guess I never posted 500 ;_; 2. I love all 123 followers of mine ;_; Never though I'd come to this. next aim : 150 ;A; that would be so awesome. 3. New theme/layout :D

you don't have to reply.

2012-01-24T16:49:00.001-08:00

4-in-1.

2012-01-23T18:25:00.000-08:00

the naughty birthday boy wearing shoes inside the house.the aqiqah lamb being roastedfamily picturehappy faces in the kitchenUmar and Daddymy cousins loved Umar.tempat melepak kitorangone of the rare pictures of Bakmalproses memotong jambuljust Haris being super-adorable, sleeping on Daddy's shoulder.the tastiest snack - apam polka dot. there's blueberry jam inside! :Dcredits to Ibu. the foster

guitar to the power of two.

2012-01-23T04:42:00.000-08:00

*** pretty eyes.-Hoya Infinite-

2012-01-20T22:41:00.001-08:00

lol always

someday.

2012-01-20T20:17:00.000-08:00

-am dying from role-playing- I have two RP accounts currently, one as Luna f(x) and another as Jihyun 4minute. yup, decided to take up girls this time. And these role-plays are much.. friendlier? or was I just shy as Jonghyun? Idk. well I don't know how long this will last though XD still trying to get Luna with someone.. maybe Sandeul but he hasn't been online.. and I'm not planning to be active

excitement.

2012-01-20T03:31:00.000-08:00

Isn't he just the cutest? :') omg I feel like squishing you~~~~ ...dissapointment.from my new RP, as Luna f(x)~I thought maybe I could put her together with Jonghyun but..he's with Victoria -irony- *** okay first of all, I.. finally said something to J. YenF, what I had to do wasn't so hard, but to me it felt so tough. I called her just now, and apparently she's.. not angry at me, and I sort of

Day 392;

2012-01-19T03:53:00.000-08:00

-a parody to Eva's letter challenge- Day 392 ; A Letter to Someone You Wish You Could Talk to Right Now. Dear.... J. I really feel like slapping you right now. Okay maybe not. But I'm really angry at you. I had a weird dream last night about you, probably from thinking to much. I don't know if I should just pretend nothing's wrong, cuz I feel like if we don't talk this out I'm never gonna ever

so this is eargasm?

2012-01-18T05:49:00.000-08:00

is forever dead. oh is it 1st February already? no? T___T I wants it to be 1st February alreadyyyyy oh in other stories, I haven't been reviewing movies lately! I got a bunch of homework but I don't really care so first off I'm gonna review 'Sunny', a Korean movie about teenage girls who found each other again when they grew up and decided to do the reunion they had promised each other. the

some things are better kept in diaries.

2012-01-18T03:30:00.000-08:00

*** When I say high five and the person hold up her hand and sometimes the 'hello?' thing works too. I was so happy today wasn't as hot as yesterday. today it was really redup (hmm my vocabs suck) which suited the situation perfectly - almost half of the day we lived without electricity. we were warned by Ustazah in second period that there won't be electricity, then at 10.15 (thankfully no

the reason Japanese will forever be the creepiest cool people ever.

2012-01-17T05:51:00.001-08:00

DO DEMOII DESU YO

as time goes by.

2012-01-17T04:58:00.000-08:00

kay I guess I should practice piano before starting my Powerpoint homeworks. but lemme blog about today first. (lol I delayed this for about two hours doing crap.. ah what's gonna happen to me I haven't even finished my powerpoints yet) so second day of PMD was full of laughs and yawns. in the morning I can't remember how many times I yawned because yesterday after coming home at six I went

I personally hate eye contact.

2012-01-16T05:53:00.000-08:00

This had been a fact ever since I started noticing how I avoid looking at someone in the eye for more than 5 seconds. sometimes, two seconds. it's been a state that I'm comfortable with - if no one sees my eyes, no one will know what I'm really thinking. not that I keep much - most of the time I just say what I want when I'm with people who I know will still care about me even if I say weird or

Jonghyun stories.

2012-01-14T03:28:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SECOND ANNIVERSARY CNBLUE! :') *** I heard JongHyun always looks after the two members (MinHyuk and JungShin)JongHyun: I pretend to look after them but disappear in a while. YongHwa: JongHyun has his own ways. *** JongHyun: The second song, “Get Away” is a song I wrote specifically for live performances. -It has a very speedy feel to it. Even just listening it on a CD, I

when you're in class...

2012-01-12T23:13:00.001-08:00

...and suddenly you feel hyper for no reason. *** Ika and I went K-POP hyper in class during maths cuz well usually if we went K-POP hyper in class we'd be loners but now we have each other :3 didn't really care if we were too loud - they rest of the class were loud at others times. we all have our loud times, right? well I didn't join swimming. cuz you have to pay RM300 each year for

too often.

2012-01-12T02:27:00.001-08:00

*** Bio. The class was discussing cell organelles. I don't know the answer to anything. I hear teacher say a name of something, then Gloria says what the use is, and later what the heck is said two minutes ago was forgotten. I really need to study if I want to keep up in this class. -post cut short. probably shouldn't post these stuff on a blog.- I don't wanna care. I was-- oh crap I was

because I'm done with my assignment.

2012-01-11T04:27:00.000-08:00

Finally finished the assignment I volunteered to do. Hopefully I did a good job. although usually compared to my classmates I would make the simplest Powerpoints. -is sad- I should just thankful that it's that time of the month so I have an extra 25 minutes in a day. it should end today though. So to deduce my sadness and stress from add-maths homework (it's hard, but I like the feeling of my

who are you, gossip girl?

2012-01-11T00:27:00.000-08:00

who ever you are, you must not really be sorry for being 'rude', but I don't mind, cuz I'm not really sure who you are, and what rude thing you've done. Ever since Sunday I've decided to push back whatever 'rude' things that people had done to me so. I guess you're forgiven? Out.

spazzing.

2012-01-09T00:51:00.000-08:00

asdfghjkl New favourite song. Jonghyun's guitar solo amazed me, yet again. Although I know he can do better. Minhyuk was so cute. Jungshin hair was all flappy. And I'm sure all the drama fans are going 'I'm right here, Yong~~!!' My heart was thumping so hard when I first watched this. Other than the English, I am completely in love with this song. I am so in love with it I decided to make a

let's restart.

2012-01-07T20:51:00.001-08:00

okay so I've had a tough first three days plus Saturday. but let's push that aside so that I won't be making 2012 a bad year. let's start thinking positively, and move on for the better. I've got to stop crying for no reason. this is not Elyna. remember the Elyna who wouldn't cry to sad movies? be her. be strong-hearted and be happy. don't forget to smile. that's what made your year in 2011 -

annyeonghaseyo, leader Sya imnida.

2012-01-06T09:22:00.000-08:00

okay so in here Jonghyun didn't look too bad (what an understatement he looked freaking hot and tall and lean, not fat or buff..) but what happened in the picture?! == *** Eva, I almost got into the same class as you. changed my mind though. so today was a really tough day. so many people teared up today. it was really tiring. the retiring teacher (who I wanted as our chem teacher actually,

bitter,sweet,sour.

2012-01-04T00:23:00.000-08:00

I don't know why I decided to sleep at 10.30 last night. I don't know why I rolled around thinking how great today would be, until I slept at around 12.15. I don't even know why I thought coming back to school would take my mind of things for awhile, when it just brought me back to the fact that there's no way that I could start off the year perfectly. At first I smirked at this. then I

reviews.

2012-01-03T06:31:00.000-08:00

I forgot to tell you guys - I finished watching 'Crying out Love, In the Center of the World', another Japanese movie Jonghyun recommended. I can't remember the title very well, Sekai ni Cheshin something something. oh no. there goes my Japanese. so it wasn't bad. I mean 2 hours 18 minutes was long, and every time I thought 'okay I might need to put toothpicks between my eyelids to keep them

unfair.

2012-01-03T03:15:00.000-08:00

I don't know why I'm feeling so sad. I got into pure science, which sort of made my decision for me, since I was debating between Bio and ICT. I got into a class where there's people I'm familiar with (super-smartass people, as usual.) although some of my closer friends are in 4SB, I'm sure we'll be like neighbours, like 3E and F used to be. then I got to meet my friends for awhile just now and

bye 2011.

2012-01-01T09:26:00.000-08:00

here's to 2011 - at least, the Eastern part of it. kinda proud all Girl's Day, CNBLUE and B1A4 are in the chorus <3 they're all my favourites~~ Out.

first post of 2012.

2012-01-01T07:25:00.000-08:00

*** Post for everyone's knowledge. looks like her task as a teacher has been fulfilled. well not much to say. Penang was tiring. I wish I was at home to spend New Year, watching fireworks from Amcorp through the usual window we always watch fireworks from and wishing everyone Happy New Years online. I gotta get ayah to buy us broadband, seriously. but I guess the whole Penang trip tied all

last post of 2011.

2011-12-28T22:31:00.000-08:00

*800th post woohoo!* well I won't be at home during New Years, so I'm guessing this will be my last post of 2011. so the year had been quite full. in the beginning of the year my mind wasn't at PMR just yet. I even went to Singapore under Girl Guides. Then I entered pembarisan for Blue house, but then it probably didn't count (mainly cuz we didn't win) ? other than that I didn't have much on my

three things.

2011-12-28T07:22:00.000-08:00

one - this song. is. epic. can't get it out of my head :)) please please please please if you have time please listen to this song.. cuz I want someone else to agree that this song is epic-ly addictive XDD and I want someone to sing with me when I get to school *__* two. troll-anon-ing :) at Hanis's Tumblr XDD it was so funny, really. kesian gak at times, but I think she deserves it :P

pulling on my heartstrings.

2011-12-27T08:31:00.000-08:00

I've been crying to Heartstrings a lot recently. I thought Khairun said she felt this drama was boring. oh well. I really like it though. Yonghwa and Shinhye are such a natural at acting with each other. I still wish Yonghwa will act alongside someone else one day, though. then I remembered this FMV I really really liked that made me feel like watching HS in the first place : I must've

lightstick.

2011-12-27T06:00:00.000-08:00

which one do you own?

I can feel myself blushing.

2011-12-27T01:04:00.000-08:00

that annoying moment when you're about to fangirl and suddenly everyone is trolling around. it would be less awkward if Umar wasn't sitting on my lap and saying 'monster, monster! ma, ma, monster la!' every time he sees CNBLUE and moving around all the time, making me really uncomfortable. this would turn out a lot different if it wasn't winter at Korea right now and they had bodies

my K-POP bucketlist.

2011-12-26T08:51:00.000-08:00

there's so many, really, that I can relate to. I'm gonna post everything anyway #spam (now it includes Jonghyun so yea :) ) I just submitted something. will update when it's up, if it's up :) Out. (so many I'm too lazy to put as ori size like I usually do lol. so the ones in ori size is what I prioritize most.)

can't find a time when I don't get a headache using the laptop.

2011-12-25T19:41:00.000-08:00

Amber's voice :') I like the lyrics of this song. even though I don't celebrate, I totally agree that one day everyone would be standing hand-in-hand together in peace, smiling, no matter what your religion or race of beliefs. everyone would have put their guns down and apologized and admitted wrong, and the wronged will forgive them for all everyone wants it just to live in harmony. Out.

deleted another post for this.

2011-12-22T23:57:00.000-08:00

T_T I finally cried sincerely watching this drama. I mean, I've felt sad and disappointed before, but seeing Yonghwa Shinwoo so sad, crying that the girl he likes will never like him the same way... it's just depressing. ...I truly am biased, aren't I? Well I watched one of the movie that Jonghyun recommended with mom and dad, Ima, Ai Ni Yukimasu. I actually memorized that. (kata nak improve Jap

syukur Alhamdulilah kepada yang Maha Esa kerana memberi ku kejayaan.

2011-12-21T23:34:00.000-08:00

the atmosphere at school this morning was tense. girls were chattering off their stress, including me myself. when I walked into the school gates I was greeted first with Ain's hug, followed by Sya, then Ika. then I came forward to Shahira to give her a hug. I haven't heard from her for awhile, but then she's that type of person. everyone was talking about how they were stressing out this

truthfully, i don't want to blog.

2011-12-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

Why is he so gorgeous? ;_; *** I deleted an old post to make this. I have two more posts after this, one is for PMR and the other is for 2012 - my 800th post. so I'm sorry if I haven't updated enough, or my updates are so short it doesn't count, or you can't relate to my updates therefore not entertained, but this is my reason. I'm saving my 800th post. lol. so firstly I shall share with you

i wish i was this smart.

2011-12-18T08:44:00.000-08:00

When asked about her Hijab by Journalists and how it is not proportionate with her level of intellect and education, she replied: “Man in the early times was almost naked, and as his intellect evolved he started wearing clothes. What I am today and what I’m wearing represents the highest level of thought and civilization that man has achieved, and is not regressive. It’s the removal of clothes

christmas gift for xueh wei.

2011-12-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

Idk if you're around I mean I haven't seen you online and you haven't updates your blog, but since you like Sungha Jung and I know you like thing song, you recomended it to me even before school ended so ^^ -I'm sorry my gifts are cheap guys T T but then you guys don't give me duit raya so :P- ya know, I wonder why astro hitz doesn't play much videos from Malaysia. I mean, look at these

from outside of Comic Fest '11.

2011-12-16T01:03:00.000-08:00

We didn't get in. Not gonna say much, not that interesting when you couldn't even go in. Okay maybe it was kinda interesting. lol. My mom wanted to take a picture of this Batman so badly. lol. Orochimaru T T unluckily, there was no Kakashi or Rock Lee cosplayers. if there was I would've fangirled already lol. The 9th Hokage, right?? still not sure.Bakmal mumbled his name but I didn't catch

my husband's unknown history.

2011-12-15T08:01:00.000-08:00

I have no idea if I'm able to save much posts by the end of the year. Let's just hope I'll stop fangirling lol. A post I found on Tumblr, which I cringed to at first, but I guess I should've known... Summary of Jonghyun's Dangerous Speech It was started at their debut day!2010.Jan.15 Dong Go Dong Rak, they were asked when was their last date. All others answered 2~3 years ago. OnlyJonghyun

burning quote.

2011-12-13T08:51:00.001-08:00

*** "I felt like a twenty-pound weight was sitting on my chest. Twenty pounds of sheer disappointment. What did it matter that I'd worn my new skirt? I could've worn striped clown pants and Jackson would never have even looked in my direction." - Summer Camp Secrets; Tug-of-Warby Katy Grant. I feel you sis.Out.

some things that are on my mind.

2011-12-12T09:00:00.000-08:00

I just watched an all-time favourite of mine. Found the DVD in the CD racks and I'm like 'How did I not know this was here?!?! I FREAKING LOVE THIS!!' Bridge to Terabithia. Has to be one of the best movies out there. how many times have I watched it, like thrice? not enough, definitely. but ten when you do something too often it looses its specialty. you stop appreciating doing it. like, I bet

oh nothing, just another fangirl post.

2011-12-08T23:49:00.000-08:00

Don't I do this every school holiday now? ever since I started Tumblr... lol first, and introduction to members of CNBLUE: Sailormoon Jungshin Goku Jonghyun Robot Mind Reading Yonghwa Sexy Vixen Minhyuk Jonghyun: Sexy? Why's Minhyuk sexy and not me? Me: Pardon me, but you just haven't been sexy enough today, therefore sexy had been claimed by Minhyuk. Jonghyun: what're you

third post of the day - pelik kan?

2011-12-08T04:35:00.000-08:00

Nope, not here in the defense of K-POP. more like to criticize so-called 'K-Poppers' out there. Recently Sya linked this to her K-POP friends on FB, and at first panas la gak but I cooled down thinking 'lol what would the world be without these stupid bishes type of people?' but then Aziera commented saying that it's actually fake, and it's a police case now, sending a link to this : after

inspired(?)

2011-12-08T00:59:00.000-08:00

Inspired (?) from Seohyun's wedding photo and Eva's S4S puffy dresses lol.Tried shading on the dress... see the folds? ><" -fails-I should practice more if I'm to own a tablet :P Well out of boredom today I reorganized my spending plans. I found out that the total amount of money I would save with the my allowance spending way (?) is approximately RM500. That is so enough to get a good

imma lurbe you down bb.

2011-12-07T18:13:00.000-08:00

is it just me or does Jonghyun look a hell lot like Jaejoong? @_@whatever it is I can't wait <3 <3 <3I saw the tracklist the other day... wondering why I didn't bother copy it.... Ooh, found it ^^ *excited* *excited*lol even before I heard it I know I'm gonna like Get Away best...Out.

I miss them already.

2011-12-06T16:49:00.000-08:00

I watched the last episode of Goguma Couple last night. sigh~ they were just getting along, and Yonghwa was looking hotter with his new hair... aigoo, they just had to cut it off as it gets better, right? =,= truthfully, I won't watch any other WGM couples for now. why? I'm not interested in the other couples :P Khuntoria, a bit, because I like f(x) but Nickhun is so popular I'm like, too many

money's the game.

2011-12-04T22:43:00.000-08:00

So recently Eva got a new tablet. And I'm here dying to get money for everything else. heck. I just deleted like what? eight paragraphs of blogging? whoever got to read it, 'lucky' you. idk I probably just made someone suffer from reading useless information. all I'm saying is that I have a tough schedule, got to work it out, the next found out someone was ahead of me. I must be turning stupid

BLUE STORM.

2011-12-03T08:05:00.000-08:00

PLEASE.

everything is running out of battery - phone, laptop, eyes.

2011-12-03T07:51:00.000-08:00

Watched my CNBLUE RE-MAINTENANCE DVD for the forth time tonight. Then I found these on Tumblr. Then I asked my dad : If they came to Malaysia, you'd let me go, right? I mean, they are my favourite band everr and you have to agree they're good (he watched partially). and he's like : che. Ayah pun tak pernah pergi concert, awak nak pergi. che. and I said : THANKS YAH~~ but In My Head

thing bout bloggers.

2011-12-02T10:43:00.000-08:00

I just noticed - everyone who updates their blog have really small fonts these days. cuz they want to save space, what with them writing a lot and all, right? totally understood. I don't mind cringing a little to read your genius writings. not being sarcastic. you guys are the only society I can appreciate right now. YenF, where you going ah? Out.

role-playing's tough when you think too much.

2011-12-02T10:28:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH. YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I CARE ABOUT TODAYYY I'm not really good at role-playing am I? Recently I took up a role as Jonghyun in a RP and well.. so far there had been two misunderstandings of what I posted. I don't feel like I'm good enough to role-play Jonghyun, but neither are other people in the group but why do people understand them more? maybe it's cuz I'm a newbie.. sigh.

win at last.

2011-11-29T08:43:00.000-08:00

I knew they were better than FT Island! hurr. x-large for the win effect. Y, why.. Kimio Lie I Will Forget You High Fly Intuition LOVE I'm a Loner Sarang Bit a.ri.ga.tou Mind these, they're just for future use~ Out.

pimple attack.

2011-11-27T04:22:00.000-08:00

you have no idea how much this hurt me. *** As you guys should know, recently I've been watching a lot of videos, especially CNBLUE videos, because well I'm a BOICE. And the more I watch, the more love I have for CNBLUE, sincerely. They don't have charms like SHINee, They're not excessively pouring out hotness like 2PM and they don't have the dance moves of U-KISS. They're just average guys,

yongseo - the goguma couple.

2011-11-21T07:46:00.000-08:00

Yonghwa and Seohyun <3 Although Yonghwa is obviously slowly falling for Seohyun, Seohyun looks like she's doing this as a job. But this show is definitely showing Yonghwa's playful side - it's easy to see how so many girls fall for him. Seohyun's different though. She doesn't fall for guys easily. although sometimes, you can never know if what you're feeling is real or not. Seohyun's this

how can I live?

2011-11-21T06:39:00.000-08:00

I love 2PM macros the most. I bet you didn't know it was the Biebster until the last box. Seungyeol is SOO cute <3 Everyone likes Kwangmin better =3= I also love Eva's metaphores <3 I was disappointed with the amount of CNBLUE macros there were, but I guess I should take it as a compliment. Out.

I've been writing... you interested?

2011-11-20T09:25:00.000-08:00

This one is a fan-fiction, a cross-over between K-POP and anime. *** “So, are you gonna take dibs on any of the girls yet?”Sandeul asked Baro. “You know, before I fall for someone you like and get punched in the faced after school.”Baro thought about it. Of course, the first girl that came to mind was Mio, her long black hair shining under the sunlight. Then suddenly his thought came to the

just keep swimming.

2011-10-27T00:44:00.000-07:00

Last Tuesday, I went to Port Dickson with my family. that day, we decided we won't do anything - just eat KFC, watch movies and sleep. the next day, we woke up early, my parents sitting on the balcony of the apartment we rented, my brothers out to look for breakfast, me reading my book while listening to music and Kak Ain looking over the sleeping Umar Mikail. after breakfast we decided to head

I am bored to deathh.

2011-10-24T01:42:00.000-07:00

cuz I'm so bored I shall blog a bunch of gif's I got from Tumblr. was spazzing bout CN BLUE for awhile just now. I can tell why I was trying to avoid Tumblr lol. thank God right the traffic is low so. my husband, Jonghyun. You've met him. Have I mention CN BLUE is AWESOME? fuck Asyraf Suhaimi, I got Lee Jonghyun. Now, the non-CN BLUE stuffs I haves. humourous? yes. sexually attractive

a dream that'll never come true.

2011-10-18T01:56:00.001-07:00

Asyraf doesn't like K-POP.

probably one of the best days of my life.

2011-10-18T00:28:00.000-07:00

Sunday was awesome. I had piano class in the morning and I didn't wake up late (MIRACLE!) and I didn't have unfinished homework and I played my exam pieces quite well (before class) ! But then during class I messed up Lazy Days. sorta. then I was like 'chillax, just concentrate for Ballad' then when I finished she said she was satisfied with it, but didn't wanna comment further - she told me to

the nervousness of a teenage girl talking to her crush.

2011-10-14T20:44:00.000-07:00

The following is what I typed out while chatting with Asyraf Suhaimi. yes, I got the guts to say hi.. *** It's unbelievable, how fast the heart can beat, just by looking into the monitor of a laptop connected to the internet. my hands are shaking and I'm not really sure if I'm typing the right things, or if i should even type anything at all. Sometimes I wonder if he's thinking up questions

i don't even know.

2011-10-06T21:35:00.000-07:00

...I can't even think about PMR right now, this moment here is the moment for me to express whatever I have felt for the past 20 minutes. and maybe a week plus ago. Asyraf Suhaimi. I removed my blog URL from my Facebook so that you won't be able to find it and discover my fangirl-ness. I talked to you on Monday, asking for your FB email, but instead you gave me your name, which I knew and

things you should know before PMR starts.

2011-09-24T23:43:00.000-07:00

No PMR is not this Tuesday. I'm just really bad at focusing on studying, what with my brother's laptop vacant and all. 1. I cannot study during weekends. really, my parents are treating me too lightly. not only are they bringing me all over Selangor for kenduris and shit (mind my French) when probably some of my friends are locked up in their rooms, their eyes swollen from all the reading. even

I'm breaking my hiatus- get ready!!!

2011-09-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

okay, so I broke my hiatus T__T not proud of myself. I can't believe I'm doing this, I should just go offline, but I really really can't stand it anymore. no, I cannot live with keeping all my secrets in a little book called a diary. after letting my old friend Hanis all my latest updates, I realized how much criticism I actually need in my life. not that Hanis gave any criticism at all, or even

indahnya sungguh di hari raya~

2011-09-05T04:13:00.000-07:00

If I was to rate Raya this year, it would be a 4 out of 5. It was just an average raya; most of it was fun, but all the car rides were super tiring. somehow this year, we really got into names of places, especially my elder brother. He tagged the four of us in almost everywhere that we went through his Blackberry. Day 1 4 am - moved from PJ to Sarang Buaya, Muar, Johor. 6.30 am - arrived. (

explains everything that needs explaining.

2011-08-27T11:33:00.001-07:00

the plan.

2011-08-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

I hate it when things are planned, and things don't go as planned. Which is why most of the time after I plan something, I decide not to do it, just in case the results won't make me happy. But this time, I'm sure I wanna do this. I'm just hoping that when the moment comes for me to do it, I have the guts. I have to reassure myself that everything will be alright so that I won't get cold feet.

make me wanna watch Heartstrings.

2011-08-21T06:25:00.001-07:00

i loved today.

2011-08-19T08:44:00.000-07:00

really, even if I have no idea if I'm gonna ace my Sejarah. I mean, I can't be sure right? and I'll especially hate it if I B it by one question. especially. well I don't wanna talk about exam when I just had the best tuition day ever <3 my heart blooms every time I think about it~ sigh. then I see you hanging out with Timothy and Azzam and I'm like YEA out of all the people in the world

supa luuv~

2011-08-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

-currently waiting for Bakery Attack to load- Hmm, IDK what this is, but it involves CN BLUE so why not? :D ...the comments say that Jonghyun is hot... hehehehehhe idk whether to feel jealous that others had seen his hotness and not me or proud to idolize someone so hot. well trials are coming this Thursday. taking a break (from studying very not-seriously) before I go to sleep. because of the

cucumber.

2011-08-11T01:59:00.000-07:00

There's this person who I would like to call 'Cucumber'. That's all the information I can give you because anymore would make it too obvious who this person is. Thing is, she hurt me and she can't even see it. And the reason she's called Cucumber is because cucumbers look like huge green d--- *** I pity my mom. Bakmal came home yesterday because he was slightly ill, but the fever caught on my

ceh.

2011-08-10T00:53:00.000-07:00

someone once told me that I am one the people who has the most Korean crushes that she knows. so I removed some of the Korean guy from my list... but that doesn't change my love for them. I <3 my Papaya voice hubby~~ Out.

you don't have to say anything.

2011-08-08T00:49:00.000-07:00

It's okay. I understand, really. It's me, not you. I'll leave you alone now. *** you know, I've always wondered what I really mean to you. Looks like I don't really mean much at all. Out.

sophisticated.

2011-08-05T03:36:00.000-07:00

somehow The Script never fails to make me cry with their songs. *** Ever since yesterday after school, I felt so sophisticated. I managed to finish Memoirs of a Geisha and then finished up my homework. it was a miracle. that night I got ready for school even before I went for tarawikh (which I missed the two nights before because of homework), so when I got back home I just went straight to

ramadhan al-mubarak.

2011-08-01T03:29:00.000-07:00

Yes, I am now officially AvisRain190 on Pottermore. I had awesomer choices before, I'm not sure why but the HP fans seemed to like Marauder.. and I got MarauderBlood3. Nadhrah and Xueh Wei both seems to like Marauder, but hey, AvisRain ain't bad. You won't believe how badly I wan't that e-mail now. Xueh Wei registered earlier, and she hadn't got her e-mail yet. I'm getting nervous. Xueh Wei's

hahaha.

2011-07-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

you guys should go to my brother's profile on Facebook. his name is Nur Akmal; just go to my profile and look at my family, he's listed as my brother. scroll down a bit and you'll see a picture of a black box with two cigarette sticks on it. let me explain. last night when we went to Midvalley for Abang's birthday, we stopped by Guardian and I'm guessing my mom saw this and decided that it's

i feel like crying right now.

2011-07-29T10:16:00.000-07:00

Eva-chan, if you haven't, go check my status. it's about your blog post. well I know that who ever lost on the first round of them handball game felt bad, but I think it gave a worse affest to 3E because, well, we were the first to lose. pagi-pagi lagi dah kena hantar balik pergi kelas, walking the walk of shame, while 3F is cheering for their first win, and 3C looking over us, half pitying us,

takutnye Q_Q

2011-07-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

'marriage'. sigh. so many people are 'married' these days. well not that many but ya know, when Eva was all manja-manja with her yeobo (Yen Fern) I was so jealous. I wanna manja-manja with someone too~ So last period I asked omma who I should marry. First choice was Nuryn and I was liked "NO~! She's my deskmate, she's like my close pal~!" then they started suggesting people like Ika and Ida and

heh.

2011-07-25T03:59:00.000-07:00

Semua tengah ketawa-ketawa (paling teruk Ika). All because of Lee Joon riping his pants. Korang ni. Video tu tak best la. Diorang censored. Kalau tak censored kan lagi best. Anyway. us 101 girls (plus Shahira) stayed back to study. last-last we just concluded our study and spent most of the time fangirling. rasanye Shahira lah virus nya. we were just fine before lol. jk. I printed piano sheets

who are these humans.

2011-07-24T04:06:00.000-07:00

*All criticism is for entertainment purposes and not to pull Super Junior down. No offence intended. (I mean, I love SuJu too!!) *** as we all know, I started off liking K-POP with Super Junior. maybe you don't, but now you do. well recently allkpop.com had been releasing their 5th album comeback solo pictures and I haven't been interested enough to look, although all my friends told me to cuz

i have no title for this.

2011-07-22T10:33:00.000-07:00

I don't know. You keep finding your way back into my head. I don't know. When the hell I'm going to finish this Sejarah Powerpoint. It's already past Friday. is Cik Tan gonna get in trouble because of me? Shit. I don't know. things seem to be going downhill. *** recently I've been hearing the words "sekolah asrama" a lot lately. Ever since I entered form 2, I KNEW I would never leave Sri

i can't remember.

2011-07-20T02:04:00.000-07:00

does anyone else remember how it was like back then? I don't think I remember how it was like back in SSP. I remember back in form 1 mom told me "you seem happier now in Sri Aman." I didn't even notice. But I know I don't think I smiled this much ever since me and Cynta stopped being best friends. she used to make me laugh everyday, until standard 6 and we got into a fight. I couldn't even

i miss you - not. / HOW TO MAKE CUSTARD~! (Lynn M ver.)

2011-07-17T03:45:00.000-07:00

A fw weeks ago, I was feeling down, like no one really needs me in this world. It feels like everyone has a life, a pal and I'm here, just blank. So I was wondering what would've happened if you never moved to Ampang. I thought, she'd probably still my close friend, if not best. So I went to your wall, and told you I missed you. You replied talking about how you're on a big debate competition